an outings..(not a gathering)

haha.. 29th of dec.. i drive myself all the way from my house to balakong.. and from balakong back to my house.. after that drive again to leisure mall..

hahah

a special gathering of 6F.. oni 4 ppl..

hahaha

so i considered this as an outings..

nvm

hehehe

we chiong K for 8 hours.. unbelievable~~

wao.. but i din sing alot..

ahhaha..

such a waste rite..

i think within this 2 years i no nid to go any ktv again..

hahaha

nobody welcomed me~~

my feeling recently.. i feel that nobody wan to welcome me..

everywhere.. even i post something out also give ppl xxxxx...

haizz... try to used to it.. haha..

already used to it..

i wan to forget everything

i feel that i am not satisfied to myself.. my life.. my everything..

i want to forget everything and start my new life..

if anything could be what im thinking to be ..

but i noe... this is an impossible wish..

i just dont want to think anything.. everything..

shiit..

i hate this world.. i hate ~~

shiiit

my dad wan to send me to noob college.. damn

toughest time is around the corner

26th of nov..

i'd took 11 papers separately in 6 subjects..

there are 11 papers to go..

so it is just a half way i'd been through..

but now.. 3 hateful science are coming..

my toughest time is arriving..

but.. now.. im not feeling really well..

bad FLU.. im realli hate it.. i'd been suffered such flu for 5 years non stop..

damn my nose..

haiz

i am not happy now

for some reason..

i had a bad holiday..

i am not feeling very happy

definitely had a bad time..

pressure..

"unknown fact"... i still cannot put it down..

family..

haiz..

tough time for a 17 years old student..

tough time for every 17 years old student..

really tough time for ME!!!!

i am not HAPPY at all!!!

exam is coming!!!!

to my fren winter..

her exam is around the corner..

but when i read through her blog..

found that she had a tough time..

strange things happened on her..

and she is struggling..

hope everything will be ok for her..

no more sounds from behind.. sp00ky oo.

and all the best for her...

jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou

^^

shiiiiit again

evybody.. i will out of network for almost.. about.. 2months..

i banned from my computer..

aikx..

bye lar evybody

dont miss me..

and jiayou for all spm candidates...

shiiiiiiiittttt~!!!!

early in the morning.. about 9am..

suddenly i woke up from my lovely dream...

because i wan to peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~!!!!

once i rush to my door... i found that my sister lock it up..

i was so damn angry so i go to her room..

open the another side of toilet door.. and bang it..

and oppss...

the door spoiled...

SPOILED!!!!!!!!!!!!

my sister was fcking me off although she was still laying on her bed and sleeping..

she knew that i spoilt the door..

aikx..

who cares.. i just want to pee..

once i've done..

i got back to my bed..

haiz...

my mum, sis, and even grandma start to "ngor" me after i stayed in front of the computer for.. about... 3 hours i think..

NGOR here NGOR there..

study lo study lo..

scold here scold there..

my grandma.. now she is not very good in talking..

but she still saying something that wasnt so true about me..

piss me off

forget about it...

time for me to study after this POST... hahaha

i'd came back for my blog...

yoyo

still a lonely one...

the end

the end

shutting this blog..

my future

suddenly im considering about my future..

hahaha..

strange rite..

but im realli thinking of it..

teacher, lawyer, drummer

what job shud i choose..

teacher.. not really ngam me..

26 years old i wan to become datuk lo..

nid great income..

lawyer.. not realli interested in .. although i like to talk..

but my dad really hope his son is a lawyer..

because both my sister is not studying that..

DRUMMER...

i noe im not doing really well in this instrument..

but im trying to improve it..

and i feel that i've improved alot..

hehehe..

but this ambition is just a dream

LAYWER??

TEACHER??

anyone gimme some opinions??

holiday

not for form 3,5 and 6 d students..

we need to study..

for pmr, spm and UEC..!!!

haiz..

nvm..

used to it..

i made a timetable for myself..

many people said that i wont follow it..

even my good fren..

i really do mind...

they shud encourage me..

i noe they are not kidding..

they just noe how to gimme drink cold water..

aikkx

because of the great disappointment..

my attidude to them wasnt that good..

but i dont care..

2nd day after H1N1

today is really a boring day..

aikx..

i told dhi zen to buy me rice ytd.. and he promised..

but he forgot again.

damnit.. no apology at all..

2nd..

i wan to borrow "xue hai" from him..

that aunty said cant.. unless u go to jia jia's seat to read..

sux..

damn it..

deng..

whr got ppl so po ma d..

juz a seat in front also dunwan borrow..

said will make dao "zou" wor..

damnit..

selfish guy..

wow...

my dad bought a double storey terrace..

wakao..

macam very rich like that..

but he said this price is realli cheap oredi..

288k..

i agree too..

the house im living also at this price 3 years ago..

wao..

my dad and mum was so happy..

hehehhehehe

the no of the house is 13

hahaha

lucky number of somebody..

fish day..

tuesday..

my dad wanted to go to see TOYOTA CAMRY..

so we went to the showroom..

i dont want to go becuz i am so tired.. but im not the driver...

aikx..

when we reached thr..

they were juz a few peoples inside..

after that.. my dad wanted to test the car...

but the salesman said there was no car available for testing..

then i tot that i can went home earlier..

but suddenly he said thr was a car to test..

so 4 of us.. my dad, my mum, elder sister and me.. with the salesman went into the car..

he told my dad to go to the petrol station nearby becuz the car was going out of fuel..

but after a 300m distance..

the fuel used up and we were stucking on the road..

come on.. no fuel give ppl test..

we were so damn shame and my dad decided to come out from the car and walk back to our car..

haiz...

a memorable day..

DAMN IT

wad a day

today..

came home late again

becuz today is friday..

i had my tuition until 6.30pm

this time is also a very "jam" time...

so i need to sit inside the car for almost 1 and a half hour be4 i could smell my lovely home..

about 8pm.. finally im HOME!!!

the 1st thing that i did was open my computer.. because i wan to download maple story's patch..

long time i din touch my lovely character.. "ilovemyman"

after my bath..

i went back to my computer to find someone to chat..

but nobody wish to chat wif me..

hrmmm.. is ok.. used to it..

hahaha..

luckily still got keikei(16/6) chat wif me..

actually i have to study for my moral exam..

but i chose to stay in front of my comp..

what a lazy student i am..

tomorrow is saturday..

then only day that i dont wish to go to school the most..

but i still have to go..

hope tomorrow i can beg my mum not to let me go bah..

i will be very very very very very very happy about that..

mwahahhahaha..

and my hair is growing thicker thicker and thicker..

evybody is complaining my hair..

it is too thick..

i felt so..

but i lazy to go to the barber shop..

lazy to think wad hairstyle that im going to have( i noe no matter what i also look sux")

my school.. not a safe place for H1N1 free...

haiz.. my class got 6 peoples din come to skul..

hope they will be ok..

hahaha

wad a day..

CONCLUSION

i has no fren...

pity me..

~~~~

dont like the way my fren treat me.. (some)

sometimes.. those who are not so close to me look more like my fren.. (some)

i felt that nobody wanna talk to me.. (some)

share with me.. (some)

felt that my frens are trying to half-hearted me.. (some)

i dont like LOL or ==

but not my fren..

aikx..

15/7

today i dint go to school..

because...

i am so so so damn lazy to wake up early in the morning!!

and my head was damn dizzy ytd..

so i decided to ponteng..

i was lying the whole morning..

until the time to go out for lunch..

and after the lunch..

i laid on the sofa again..

hahaha..

i am so damn lazy..

but i managed to finish my calculus 3..

haha..

he is so sux..

today

i went to the AMALI course..

6 hours.. can die..

and then.. we walked into the classroom

and saw the speaker..

he got a lil bit looked like THE ROCK..

sure he uglier lar..

and and and..

he is so zilian and lan yeng.. and evything bad...

damn..

tak boleh tahan..

luckily juz 3 hours nid to see him..

haha

confusing..

i finally found that..

i dont like her anymore..

not because of hatred

is because of im giving up..

I GAVE UP..

but actually.. i've made up my mind...

i do like HER.. the another HER..

but...

i am interested in HER...

a different PPL of HER..

Y!!!!

Y i like to confuse myself..

i am so easy to fall in love with girls...

haiz...

moody WEEK

walao..

this whole week i'd been so beh song..

EXAM.. PRESSURE the MOST

FRIENDS... aikx.. they dont really know me..

now they dont want to choi me...

NOT ME!!!

damn.. i juz PEI HE!!!

(lots of bad words coming out from me)

FRIEND again..

but she just know how to say"i dunno what to say.. just jiayou bah"

i know it is an encouragement.. but i think not just me will think that it is just a "FU YAN"

really everytime d.. i want to make myself to accept every encouragement she gave me..

but im my memory everything is the same...

finally i told her.. but i think she is angry abt that.. she gave me encouragement.. i gave a words..

but i got say sorry to her..

sorry YIJIE...

and.. MANY FAN NAO!!

the present is still here

aiyoo...

buy liao so long time d present still haven give it out..

lazy to give or wad??

don't noe..

aiyoooo... noob ooo...

i dont really trust myself

woah...

i dont really trust that i am so wad d lo....

so so so wad....

almost 3 years...

still.....

.....

i think she knew it..

i dont know.. again..

but.. it had been a long time that i nvr contact wif her..

bluuuuuuuuuuu

she din't come..

haiz..

i've been a stupid again..

1st recess.. i stayed in the class to wait for someone..

but.. (title)

the time between 1st recess and 2nd recess..

somebody give something back to me.. but it is not her..

again a big disappointment!!!

i started to hate my class!!

i dont know why..

but i realli do hate my class..

micheal jackson~!! Bye Bye..

a very tired day that day is..

when i've reach skul..

i was trying to sleep..

but after a while.. rowena came into the class..

and told me.. MJ is dead!!

that time, i sweared that i was not going to believe what she said..

but when beatrice came in and said the same thing.. omg.

i had no chance to suspect anymore..

He is dead!!!!

aikx..

after my tuition.. on the way home.. hitz fm had all MJ songs played..

enjoying the song but still mourning his death..

He is a very talented artist

and always is.. all of us are so sad.. fans or not a fans..

just because he is too talented.. and famous..

may god bless MJ...

rest in peace..

i hate everything

these days i feel really annoying..

i've been acting so rude these days...

but only acting like this will make me feel better..

kind of weird.. but really..

i dont really like to do a good person..

because nobody will think i am a good person..

and also

these days everything is against me..

those i care dont really wan to talk to me, sms with me..

i am sure i can feel it..

i just dont like this kind of feeling..

everybody is trying to "fu yan" me..

DAMNIT.!!!

i dont like THIS WORLD...

but im still going to appreciate it..

because i know soon IT will give me everything the best..

realise..

a day be4 sunday..

i've been thinking of evything..

and.. i got the answer..

my heart is still there.. and before i was cheating myself for changing any mind..

i dont know when i would change my little mind.. but i do know it would not be happen now!!

waiting~~

after a precious day, i am still waiting for something.. i dont know whether it is going to arrive.. but i do know that i am still waiting..

HAHA... and NOW.. after the 学术学艺展

i know my day of laziness has come to the END.. what is waiting for me is SPM..

an exam that can decides my future.. to become a rich guy or a poor beggar..

i will try to calm myself down.. in the class... in my own study time..

anytime.. sleeping time is an exception.. and study everything that can bring me as much As as i can..

ahaha.. 5SXin d everyone.. study hard.. after SPM oni play hard..

hahaha

for every friends that is in Form 3,5,6

gayao lo..

today i went to~~

today.. 8am early in the morning..

i went to my fren house to wait for the uncle to fetch us to the place

about 9am, here we are.. where we will have our undang course..

once we registered ourselves to the counter, we went to the canteen nearby.. i dont dare to order their food because all of my fren say will cirit birit d.. then i just have a Milo Ais.. OHMYGOD!!! so sweet.. i just dont like Too Sweet Milo..

9.15am, 3 of us walk into the classroom.. and we started to wait.. fooling around.. gap lenglui..( haha.. a lot oo)(but i think most of them older than me d) but the time is not flowing rapidly.. we feltthat we had waited for so long.. around 11am after the rollcall..

he is actually a very good speaker..

very clear.. but he has a negative mind..

when he said all the dangerous situation.. there are juz an ending.. DIE!!!

hahaha.. we actually enjoy ourselves..

in PROGRESS

3pm!!! finish !!!!

yeah

i'd finally listen to the course.

undang course.. be4

this sunday.. im going to my undang course wif zhong huan and zi xian

its a long time that i din meet with zi xian..

juz once in a many decades..

hahaha.. over jor..

but 6 hours leh!!!

come on.. i will die of boredom..

who can stand it.?? oni those malays bah..

aikx..

nid to plan what to take to..

wad type of man i am?

holiday~~ really so damn boring~~ except for that i can play computer everday..

but.. i am just staying at home..

i am not going anywhere.. no movies.. no shopping.. somemore no basketball!!!

come on.. i am going to mould!!

these days i was thinking something that i need not to think..

thinking that i am changing in some ways..

change to a fat guy.. physically..

change to a moody guy.. i think so lar.. i could be sad anything.. damnit..

changing target... ohmygod... am i?

but i do think so..

i think that i cant be staunch one..

i'm totally a wavering guy..

aikx.. easy to like anyone that pleasing to my eyes..

not really everyone lar of course..

aikx.. i thought that i can be a ZHUAN YI d ppl..

but i realli cant..

GEMINI is a very HUA XIN d ppl lo..

aikx..

aikx..

aikx..

man..

i am so FAN NAO..

an unnecessary worry...

someone infuse me..

lala

fuyoh..

nth to do..

nth to say.. 

nth to write..

nth to abreact..

nth to complain..

nth to understand..

HOLiDAyS makes me lose my purpose..

oh my fren.. dont b too sad.. evything will be alright..( to somebody )

what am i going to do? 

drama? sleep like a pig? online till my eyes come out? finish the twilight saga? gao dim the puzzle that i bought 2 years ago..?

haha.. i have no ideas..

by the way, SPM is around the corner.. i have to study like a baby..( bad description )

aikx..

is JUNE!!

haha.. a very good month for me.. hope so..

HUNG JUNE!! that my name.. hehe

YIHUA!!! i wan THE LENGLUI!!!!

GIMME GIMME GIMME GIMME GIMME GIMME!!!

aha

walao..

my class got blog for their own..

unbelievable..

last time rowena suggested it to me..

to open a blog for our class..

but din get to succeed becuz i din realli cares about it..

lazy mar..

hehehe..

but so now..

5SXIN very own blogspot is born..

welcome evyone, especially 5SxIn students to come..

http://xin509specials.blogspot.com/

any further details..

ask ng wai leng..

she told me so..

fun..

today is teacher's day..

we can play the whole day..

haha..

right after "zhao hui"

all of us went back to the class and start to decorate evything..

planning evything..

hahaha..

not quite a teamwork.. cause some of them, sometimes including me, were playin and din help..

luckily my classmates all are so geng..

hehehe

9.30.. our mr physics came in to the class..

hahaha..

we sang for him..

but he needs to pay..

by dancing..

hahahaha..

all of us were so crazy that time..

we eat, we played, we sing, we dance..

hahaha..

somemore mr calculus&addmath give us "tai" into the class..

ahahaha

overall... its so fun to play wif all my classmates and teachers..

yeahoooo...

and we got 2nd in the singing competition..

mwahahahahahaha..

so proud of my class..

we are so great.. geng.. wakao.. walao..

ahahhaha

no boundaries..

these song is juz too nice for me..

the 1st time i hear this song is in the american idol show.. of cuz in front of the tv

presented by 2 realli different style d singer..

wao..

juz simply too nice for me..

i dunno wad can i say abt this song..

haha..

adam lambert and kris allen..

im sure i will buy their album..

haha..

awesome singers..

singing competition

once again..

our class enter the final stage of the singing competition..

this time without michelle soong.. our last year d conductor..

change to 6 he chang tuan d i think..

hahaha..

i juz join the group..

cuz be4 that i am so lazy..

hehe..

we will sing sha lala and never on sunday..

hmm..

quite nice d mar..

our teacher also say nice..

dunno she noe how to listen anot lar..

juz wan to say gayao to all my classmates.. even those who din take part in this competition..

same class d mar.. one heart..

hahaha

25/5

今天有够力

我的手很够痛

被靖泊无端端的撞过来

加上我在楼着嘉辉的腰

死了啦

现在还佷痛

TT

american idol

aikx..

the 1st time i got a chance to watch american idol 

is the finale.. TT

somemore the last song of both of the contestant 

"no boundaries"

presented by kris allen and adam lambert

wao..

they were just too awesome..

said so that kris allen had won the competition..

but for me.. both of them are the winner..

they have a different singing style of their own..

make just a same song into 2 different of feelings..

wao..

realli awesome..

American Idol is just a very very nice show..

but,...

wad realli makes me care about is my result..

they are so lousy..

i just made a lot of minor, stupid, unforgivable, ridiculous, lalala, blablabla mistakes..

aikx..

yeah

exam over liao..

evybody is so happy

celebrating right after the last exam they sat for..

hehe..

me, huei yung, and jian han went for a movie..

wao... angels and demons.. yeng dao.. the bad guy cheat liao us 2 hours..

abit no shuang.. the 1st time i got wrong prediction..

grrr...

June is coming liao...

this holiday i will take my undang course and exam..

then after my birthday...

mwhahahahahha

driving lesson.. exam.. then i will have the P license in my hand liao!!!!

wao...

快没了

快没了

很多东西多快没了

淡了

想重新出发

只是这样

today

i had a very weird day..

separated into 2 parts..

the 1st part is in the morning..

i was so so so tired when i reached skul..

becuz be4 that i sat on the toilet bowl for more than 20 minutes..

susahnya..

but then.. once i reached skul.. of cuz.. we were talking about the 3:1 result..

the pity zhang rong looked so dulan when he talked about it..

cant blame him lar..

his liverpool dont even get to play in the semis mar..

mwahahahahaha..

and ... today.. the 1st time i attended my class d singing competition practise.. 

oh my god.. that malay so is so hard to sing.. so luan sui..

ahaha.. but then the sha la la very shuang.. i got the beat and i wished there will always be a drum for me to play..

ahhaha..

now.. at the night.. a busy night i think.. 1st.. i finish copied my rampaian A.. 2nd.. i tried to study biology.. the subject i oways bad in..damn.. hard to understand wad...

but then.. when i open my comp.. one of my best fren.."long time no talk" d best fren.. find me chat..

she was so unhappy... and i think she just wanted to talk to somebody but she told me that nobody was free to choi her.. but then.. since she was so unhappy... her attitude sure will be a bit rough.. and it was really piss me off.. make me so annoyed.. so i "boom" her..

then a lil conflict between us happened.. 

as a "Man"( not really a man)

i should make her feel better.. so i apologise to her..

aikx.. although im really not so happy about it.. 

and so.. she asked me a question..

we din talked a lot for a long time..

is just because we dont have topic already..

not exactly.. juz decrease.. actually is very little.. u got ur fren.. i have my fren.. we are not in the same stream.. we are not in the same society.. we din hang out once.. we din eat together.. we din walk together.. etc.. thats y we have this problems..

we got no chance to talk.. not i dunwan to talk to u... 

juz pls dont think me as a bad guy.. although u already have a BF... but i will not treat u like a stranger..

and pls forgive me, for giving u a very cold response.. recently i am so BLUE.. because of stress.. studies.. and many others reason.. juz that..

fuyohh

talked to my old fren in msn..

talked abt BB together..

wao.. 'she' is now a big coy leh..

1st kajang.. HAO YE!!

after the talk..

now its the time for me to think..

whether i shud go back or not..

but!!~~ im now far behind my fellow frens..

they all are sergeant, staff sergeant, corporal..

even those small one have many badge...

juz very miss the time we played together..

march together.. bible together..(although im not a christian)but bible knowledge is one of the BB activities... haha

such a happy memories.

i finish my skul at 1.55pm.. i nid one hour.. maybe within one hour to reach tasek selatan

hmm..

maybe i manage to make it to BB on time..

haha..

see condition lar

aikx..

susahnya...

my stoumach realli annoyed me..

so BIG!~~

deng..

the biggest ever in my life..

eat so much... so so so much..

untill now cannot control myself anymore

i should think about this problem very clearly liao..

i really should have to control myself.. 

stop exposing myself to those really delicious food..

OMG~~~ M.I.4

hard leh..

but i really really have to do this..

i cant imagine what kind of look will i change to if i still not going to change my eating habit...

mostly a FAT PIG look..

or XIAO ZHAO AI!!!

damn!!!

i dunwan!!!

GET ME OUT OF HERE!!!! ( OBESE CATEGORY)

moodless day..

damn..

i think i've been so moody today... after the skul..

i cant figure out why.,,

just very tired, helpless, and not happy with everything..

Zhong huan's mum took us to a restaurant to eat...

honestly.. the "shao rou" rice was not very appetizing.. he gave us white rice instead of the oily rice...

and the "shao rou" not good at all..

aikx..

when i reached home.. i found that there are nobody except for my mum..

and i greeted my mum then straightly go to the bathroom to bath..

after that... computer time...

hahaha..

5pm to 1am.. non stop

wao..

my mum is going to kill me.. wif nuclear bomb liao..

now.. at 10 pm.. i started to feel very very sad..

i dunno wad happen to me so suddenly..

dont feel like to smile..

forget abt it bah..

maybe im too stress liao..

aikx..

nobody cares d lar.. my own business..

suan bah..

12.30.. yeah

MANUTD match start.. bye lorrr

stress

not even five months.. mid year exam is coming...

within 20 days now..

wah... 

i think from now on..

i nid to reduce my playing time..

evything that will distract me..

aikx..

i need to finish biology, chemistry, physics, chinese, BM, BI, Sejarah, COMPUTER!!!, and moral be4 12/5

wah... mission impossible.. looks like i nid to fan qi some liao lo..

Add maths~~ haiz...

Calculus~~ Stress.. Haiz...

Modern math~~ the oni subject i can say YEAH~~!!! but juz nid to be so so so careful while doing this paper.. i oways make some stupid mistakes in my exam..

everything will be just fine... dont b so scare lar everybody..

gayao bah...

~~~~~~~

today is the busiest sunday for me bah..

12oclock i went for my drum lesson..

1 oclock i came back to my house.. and start to play my comp..

about 3pm i went out again.. 

wif my family.. for lunch and dinner...

hehehe..

and i met HER!!!!

i saw HER!!! but SHE din see me..

aikx..

and during this 3 hours.. 3pm to 6pm..

i spent almost 2 hours to look through my chemistry... while shopping..

hahaha.. but i managed to pay 90% attention.. proud of myself..

6pm.. after lunch and dinner..

i came back to my house again.. and another 1 hour playing time..

then start my calculus revision..

damn.. i dunno how to do...!!!~~~~ and i still have chemistry to finish...

damn damn damn...

Got physics soon..

is there any exam again??

hmm.. there is...

MID-YEAR EXAM!!!!

T.T mama

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1) I like to talk nonsense~~

2) I cant sit still for over 5 minutes.. if not my hand will feel itchy... weird ha.. 

3) I like to sit on the toilet bowl and take a short nap(my own house)... feel so comfortable..  

4) I like to stare at something... mostly any poster...

5) I dont like somebody to annoyed me.. tell me once then is enough!!

6) I dont like to JOG.. But i like to RUN here and RUN there..

7) I dont like to sleep on the table unless im exhausted.. so uncomfortable.. dunno why so many students like to sleep on "them"

8) I like to SMS.. maybe it can make my Fingers move then i wont be so sien..

9) I hate SMOKERS TOO!!~~ (winter HIGH5)

10) Im very 8 d boy.. ( full of curiousity mar)

11) EAT~~!!! I LIKE TO EAT~~!!!

12) Noob Habit.. I will scratch my head like hell when i find something hard for me

13) ohya. I found that i like to beat my frens' ASSES.. of cuz not girls..

14) I like to cheat people( positively cheat... without involving anything such as money, virgin, or anything that consider as crime).. but i oways kena cheat also.. ==

15) I LIKE to DREAM about HER!!! 

tag

1)all my hengdai 

2)keikei

3)rowena

4)Hueiti

5)Everybody

最近的我

最近的我

好奇怪哦

变得好认真

认真到一些人无法接受（我觉得啦）

虽然不是每一节都会安静地坐在位子上上课

通常华语节一定不会

不过其他重要的节都比以前认真了很多

感觉还有点怪的

平时做功课做到一半有人跟我讲话

我一定会丢下我的功课的

不过现在

我就给了他们一点点的反应

然后就继续做功课了

都不懂我受过什么刺激

基本上没有

哈哈哈

最近有人一直叫我笑

奇怪

我没有笑咩？

还很大声一下咧

不过我承认啦

在没有笑话的情况下

我不是很想笑啦

觉得有点累

等下笑到抽筋就不好啦

可能很多人都会开始怕我了吧

最近的我

感觉上有点不耐烦

换句话来说是有点凶啦

为什么凶咧？

凶来做什么呢？

没有idea..

也感觉会有人会开始讨厌我。。之前讨厌我的也会更讨厌我

最近的我

感觉上有点“惹”

不会对全部人

可是会对特定的人

或是听到一些在我个人常理判断下是“惹”的话

我都会顶

而且顶到很硬

那些被顶的就会开始反感咯

最近的我

变了有点多

为什么的？

~!@#$%^&*(

today rain again..

very very cold..

sneezing again in the morning.. feel so uncomfortable when im so cold..

after i had my meal.. i had my energy back.. hoho..

today laugh all the day again..

but quarrel wif bao xuan.. damn.. i was so out of my mind.. but he got his own fault also..

damn..

but i think im too emo so i admit that im the one who did wrongly..

aha... the last 4th and 5th period pius, yuanji and I play play play the playman..

hahaha.

realli noob at my 1st time playin this game..

hehe

this is my day...

what a day~~

today... a windy day.... again..

the minutes i stepped into my class..

i felt very BLUE.. i've nvr felt like that be4... i think so...

very very blue.. although i got some talks with my fren.. 

i still got no mood.. the 1st 3 periods.. im definitely dun have the strength to laugh in front of anybody.. but i still broke the ice be4 recess time lar..

dont y im being so EMO.... acting like a girl(some).. "luan luan fa pi qi",,"black face"

wao... im turning into a girl!!! hopefully not..

haiz..

my fren.. a very new fren.. she was so unlucky today.. quarrel wif her 2 best frens..

and when she went back. again.. she quarrel wif her mum.. i think just a very little matter...

aiks.. hope she will be just fine.. 

and once again.. i skipped my training... just because i saw the cloudy weather and i knew that it was going to rain.. so i ran towards the bus stop.. but still kena rain!!

darnit..

went to leisure mall at 8pm.. buy drawing block and a pen.. i got no PEN!~~!!!! 

im a beggar in my class..

tomorrow.. SEJARAH!!!!!!!!! EXAM!!!!!!!!! 

tomorrow.. TIMBALAN!!!!!! PERDANA!!!!!! MENTERI!!!!!!! COME!!!!!!!!

心死

不懂为什么

今天不懂第几节突然心情变了（常常都会酱）

突然想到这两个字“心死”

对什么心死？

我也不懂。。

一些我认为会长久的事情

现在我却开始对“它”死心了

开始了。。不知如何停止。。

停止不了？不想停止！？

烦恼啊～～

还是我很容易变心？！！

真的搞不懂自己是怎样的人

希望可以做到常“挂在嘴边”的人

不过好像都不行。。

还是真的很烦恼

烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦

恼恼恼恼恼恼恼恼恼恼

training..

hahaa

second times went for basketball training in school..

lazy nia..

actually i ccnt run for a long time.. cuz my leg ady "cacat" liao..

so all the time i juz stand thr and watch them play oni..

but wad makes me happy is.. i still can score some points when shooting 5,4,3,2,2'hahaha

tot all will air ball..

and the main purpose i got back to the training  is my marks.. ko-kurikulum marks..

mr low wanna gimme 0 mark if i dun go again..

aikx...

MARKS is so important for me... juz NOW in CHONG HWA!!

"chong hwa walk"

aiya

sunday also nid to wake up early

very susah ooo

about 7am i oni reach thr..

already many ppl wearing red shirt waiting in the field..

after register liao..

then we wait again..

haha

almost after half an hour.. jogathon started..

too bad..

senior middle d boys last to start..

garrrr..

at 1st i juz walk walk walk..

then after bing en them disappear in front me.. then i feel very lonely..

so i decided to chase them..

ohmy.. so exhausted... cause of my body shape..

aikx.. miss my form 2 d "shen cai"( at least not that fat)

hahaha

yeah.. i took 9 stations to chase dao bing en them.. but then.. they ran away again.. !@#$%^

so i run and run and run.. and i saw them again

yeah..

and the good news is they dunwan to run anymore..

so i no nid to force myself to chase them anymore..

and so.. once again.. not inside "the 50"

hahaha.. impossible for me to get inside.

at night.. i was so tired, lying on my sofa.. but suddenly see dao news report "chong hwa walk"

fuiiyoooh... so yeng man..

hahaha

important AIM..

i must keep fit..

less meat

more vegetables..

less sleeping time..

more exercise time..

less rice..

more cereal..

less junk food..

more good food..

less anything that is bad..

more anything that is good...

hahaha.. some pic during science camp

sorry.. im so lazy to rotate those picture..

science camp..

16号

生活营的第一天

有点后悔参加

每次都是酱

决定了才后悔

到了学校 

换上营服   就到新场去集合

我们被分成多个组别    并按照组别进行交流

W.S 是我的组长

不用太避忌了

先介绍我的组员

1. 伟文

2.一贯

3.琦琦

4.慧怡

我们也想了组名

蛮特别的

《孤僻的伟文》

哈哈哈

then , we have a competition.. dodgeball.. again.. W.S and I same group again..

and we dominated the game.. our enemy was so frustrated for being lost all the time..

after that.. we had to pack up and go to KUALA SELANGOR.. 

At the bus.. we had a great time.. 1st of all.. we introduce ourselves again.. and then..

we had a game.. making words game..

of course.. we had thought a lot of "fei" words..

abt 1 hour later.. here we are in Kuala Selangor..

all of us gathered up in front of the hostel.. hearing camp leader talking something.. then we start to trek the mangrove..

it was a very good journey.. we saw many types of trees.. shits of course.. thought a lot of jokes.. to make us cheerful.. a lot of animals... monkeys..( my friends )

haha

but after 3 hours.. then we finished the journey.. after that.. we went for dinner.. 

a very FUNNY dinner.. me and W.S keep on laughing laughing laughing.. just because some funny topic.. and we get scolded by teacher because they were just eating behind us..

anyway.. we still laughing..

now.. the part that YI HUA wanted the most.. FireFly..

she was so excited.. and was talking about FireFly since morning..

we went on the same boat..

haha.. we stopped by the trees several times.. more than others i think.. we got to see the beautifel scene nearer.. and we were satisfied..

after the long day.. we went back to hostel.. bath and have a good night..

17 of march..

we woke up early in the morning.. at 5.45

we went for bird-watching.. 

after that we had our BREADfast

then 3 hours of walking.. 皇家山

the place i'd been there.. and very familiar..

hahaha

after having our lunch.. we're heading back to our lovely school..

we used 2 hours to prepapre our presentation.. topic is about the ROOTS in the magrove..

the 1st time im having a presentation.. of course.. the idea was mine since my groupmates were not so spontan..

Its Presentation time..

i use drawing.. picture.. speech and also live demonstration

the part that all the camp attendors like so much..

hahaha..

all of them felt that i was entertaining.. hmmm.. i think im oways an entertainer.. sometimes maybe.. AND.. EVYBODY love it..

the night time.. after lunch.. because of system failure.. treasure hunting was cancelled.. and we all were so glad of that.. since we're so tired..

交流 again.. this time we had known each other.. so we chit chat a lot.. of course some jokes from me and W.S.. made them laughing all the time..

after that,...................................................................................( something i dont wanna talk about)

haha..

IT'S SLEEPING TIME.. ZzzzzZzzzzzZzZzZZZZZ

the 3rd day.. also the last day

early in the morning again..

this time we had to dance!!!

ohmy..

some really ugly dance movement.. and im not really enjoy it.. since my leg was still pain..

aikx.. someone change it for me..??

then... LUNCH~~ the LAST LUNCH 

Science Quiz Competition.. in a treasure hunting way to be played..

thought that we did it ourselves without someone "BIG" leading us..

but that was wrong.. and sure it made the game more boring... aikx..

But.. we had a great time together again.. this time without W.S.. he was in charging the game..

haiz...

and so............................. we lost.. hahaha.. juz made to answer 60 questions.. 40 to go..

after the closing ceremony.. hmmm.. a non-formal closing ceremony.. thats what i want.. a relax ceremony.. hahaha

and so... ONCE again.. i SAID.. THANKS To the Science Camp Committee

21/3/2009

the 1st time i finish a storybook.. without any picture among those pages.. more than 400 pages.. written in english.. somekind of romance and action.. the name is given for the book.. overall it is a very nice book to read..

BUT i really cannot believe that i finish a whole book by myself.. 497 pages... i finish 3/4 of them within 3 days.. average 100++ a day.. total time have 6 hours.. wow..

before that, i have a feeling of hatred towards books.. i dont like them.. ignore them.. except some important TEXTBOOKS that i need to study.. for the most time of my life i will never touch a single book.. but now.. i had finish one.. and i am going to finish more and more..

hahaha.. a beneficial changes..

Today.. in hospital.. i went there to take my report.. evything is fine.. doctor just tell me that i shoudnt have taken more meat.. if not it will affect my future life.. then i do so.. less meat from now on.. REMIND me.. and i also took an injection.. for the hepatitis B antibody..

Tonight.. my cousin will move in to her new house.. somewhere in Maluri i think.. and we need go and greet her.. wish that we will get back home at 11 and i will not miss my match..

hahaha

bad day

today is a very bad day for me and all the manchester united fans..

its realli a very bad moments for the manchester united squad..

they lost to LIVERPOOL 4:1 in their own stadium.. The OLD TRAFFORD...

Liverpool managed to cut out their lead into just 4 points.. although manchester united has a game to play.. but still a doubt.. whether they can restore their lead into 7 points.. or they lose again to Aston Villa in OLD TRAFFORD again!!!!!

Hope it wont be happen in the nex game..

i know manchester united fans miss RUUD VAN NISTELROOY 

now.. 

lets hear a song..

bad day by daniel powter..

BAD DAY

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh... holiday...)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day 
Had a bad day 
Had a bad day 
Had a bad day

holiday~~

wao

holiday lo~~~

but not for spm candidates... ==

nid to study.. if we want to..

hard to sit just thr and read inside my own room

monday to wednesday 

i will go to a camp.. science camp.. 1st time and last time also..

hahaha

dunno why i will register myself into this camp..

but never mind.. 

for another holidays.. i will.. study??

go out wif roger to collect some money for school??

dunno.. see what can i do lar..

today d moral

today d moral period...

we all so so so so wanton(new word)..

nvr put teacher inside our eyes..

juz play play play..

somemore wong tzen hui kena zhen dui..

so damn funny

happy moment in our class just last for 40 minutes..

then is a boring SEJARAH...

started to sleep sleep...

sleep... ZzzzzzZ

seventeen forever

SEVENTEEN FOREVER

You are young, and so am I
This is wrong, but who am I to judge?
It feels like heaven when we touch
I guess, for me this is enough

We're one mistake from being together
Let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

You are young, and I am scared
You're wise beyond your years, but I don't care
And I can feel your heartbeat
You know exactly where to take me

We're one mistake from being together
Let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

Will you remember me?
You ask me as I leave
Remember what I said?
Oh how could I, oh how could I forget

We're one mistake from being together
Let's not ask why it's not right 
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

We're one mistake from being together
Let's not ask why it's not right 
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

We're one mistake from being together
Let's not ask why it's not right 
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight 

a very nice song..

not very understand the lyrics.. dunno why..

BUT

i still like it so much...

hope to be seventeen forever..(seventeen without spm)

is a happy year.. 

the year that we start to think.. drive.. and many things else 

hope the time will stop right now... 

and make me seventeen forever...

MEANINGLESS...haizz

Pain~~

today i have a match...

class against class d..

we played 4sRen.. really rude arh them..

we din play rude but some of them juz like stray dog...

walao..

i also kena on my nose lo.. but i still made to score..

ehehehhe

but my nose now still pain lo..

ouch..

but kennard more charm lar..

since that he is shooting so well..

our opponent put 3 players to defence him..

somemore beat dao his eyes.. made dao him angry liao..

he giving out so many elbow to them.. so do i..

aikx.. cannot blame us d.. we juz want to protect ourselves..

overall... we r not playin well.. actually is poor performance..

but suan bah..

its not an important match.. juz for fun.. ^^

《我爱的人》

突然间

很喜欢这首歌

不管是陈小春还是林宥嘉唱的

我知道 故事不会 太曲折 我总会 遇见一个 什么人 陪我过 没有了 她的人生 成家立业之类的 等等 她做了她 觉得对 的选择 我只好 祝福她 真的对了 爱不到我 最想要 爱的人 谁还能要我怎样呢 我爱的人 不是我的爱人 她心里每一寸 都属于另一个人 她真幸福 幸福得真残忍 让我又爱又恨 她的爱 怎么那么深 我爱的人 她已有了爱人 从他们的眼神 说明了我不可能 每当听见 她或他说 我们 就像听见爱情 永恒的嘲笑声 她做了她 觉得对 的选择 我只好 祝福她 真的对了 爱不到我 最想要 爱的人 谁还能要我怎样呢 我爱的人 不是我的爱人 她心里每一寸 都属于另一个人 她真幸福 幸福得真残忍 让我又爱又恨 她的爱 怎么那么深 我爱的人 她已有了爱人 从他们的眼神 说明了我不可能 每当听见 她或他说 我们 就像听见爱情 永恒的嘲笑声 每当听见 她或他说 我们 就像听见爱情 永恒的嘲笑声

haizz..

today i help jia yuan think liao one nickname...

call 贝高分

becuz her sound is so 高分贝

hahaha

really bad d.. oways zat jia yuan

but hor 

she realli so nice to zat

mwahahahahahha

cuz who call she say me CUTE!! somemore non-stop

very obvious that im so MAN lar...

mwahahaha

careless day!! for 5 consecutive years..

i really want to damn myself..

Careless once more..

what is the answer for 5 minus 6...

everybody knows that it is -1..

for me?? the answer is 1..

ohmy.. careless or i really stupid.. i dont know.. juz very mad to myself only..

and another one.. modern math.. wakao..

im going to blind lo i think.. 

i accidentally skipped those important words.. "sum of.."

so i did the wrong probability and worth 5 MARKS..

quite a lot.. but dai lou call me not to mind for those points..

hahaha.. make me felt better..

@@

今天有点beh tahan... 心里藏着东西

都不敢说出来

勇气不够

还是完全没有勇气？

不懂不懂

算吧

我已经和我心爱的枕头和抱枕说了

算是一种发泄吧

a normal day~

today is still an exam day.. biology and sejarah.. two of them are so annoying.. but important for my SPM.. but the night be4 i still sitting in front of my TV.. laughing and smsing..

WHR is my Books??

actually they were right beside me, closing..

until 11pm.. i tot i will start to read quietly inside my room..

but after almost 3o minutes.. i decided to go to brush my teeth and go to sleep..

thats y.. today's exam i realli dunno how to do..

BIO..(objective very sux.. luckily subjective almost all i got read dao.. but still not doing well)

SEJ..(omg.. some of the question are not inside my notes.. it's impossible for me to answer them... and still very sux..)

Aikx.. after skul.. then i used 1 and a half hour to reach my home.. sitting thr again.. in front of my computer... and play play play play................. wah... its 6pm leh..

i spent 7 hours in front of my comp.. the time that i wouldn't spend on my textbooks now!!

since today is saturday.. so i forgive myself... hohohoho

PIZZA... today's dinner again... mum is busy in her accounting.. force to.. if not i have to go beg for money liao... so after that.. i started to write my BLOG.. ehehhe..

that's it.. no more..  but for realli today is a very very very very BORING day...!!! i have no "tujuan" at all... aikx

exam~~

1st exam of this year start liao.. 

nid to study a lot of books again.. this year is a very important year for those well promoted 05 students... cuz SPM is waiting for us..

the 1st day we had physics and english.. while the art stream students had economics and english as well..

i made a lot of mistake in my physics paper.. (mm立方 i see dao become m立方)

sure i will fail my physics after i found that i made such a big big big mistakes!!

aikx..

after the tiring schoolday.. my mum came to fetch me.. because she had just sent my sister to midvalley and she  'sun bian' come to chong hwa lo.. and i did something realli dangerous..

i try to attract xiao ting attention by yelling at her.. to ask her for a ride.. but she cant hear  me.. so i decided to open the door and ran after her... suddenly.. a car suddenly pass by wif a very high speed and fortunately i managed to avoid the clash and shut my door again..

i was realli scare that time and i quickly went to say sorry to the uncle.. i think he knew that he had a foul driving time.. he was no dare to scold me but also ask me abt my car.. 

i wondering if  i opened the door and straightly walk out of my car, wad would i become??

a burger... or a dead burger..

PHEW~~~ God Bless Me~~

yuhooooo

another botak now!!

today.. skul reopen.. juz like be4 i woke up early in the morning.. brush my teeth.. wear my lovely white chong hwa's uniform.. and go to skul..

evything juz very normal... evy fren... evy lil thing in skul and class.. but juz one thing become very abnormal.. is my HENG DAI!! 

lets welcome HUEI YUNG..( aiya.. lack one photo tim)

once he walked into the classroom.. the 1st thing i nid to do is LAUGH!!~~ come on... he is BOTAK now!!! juz like me..

i dunno wad he is doin.. he said that he wont do that in short term.. mayb almost SPM.. or even further time.. but now he is... BOTAK~~~ wakakakakakakakaka..

so SHUANG... hohohohoho..

NOw.. my hair is growing very very faz.. at full speed.. i think a month later i nid to cut it again.. mayb a botak.. or mayb normal hairstyle.. let the "SKY" decide it.. hehehe

GeRaMnYa

last saturday... a day be4 'chu xi'.. i came back from skul wif huei yung..

abt 11 like that.. we got onto a bus.. no place again~!!! so we stood thr... chit-chatting.. suddenly.. we saw a guy.. bad looking.. with a lousy cap on his head.. sitting in front of me.. 

DING~~!!!! wad the hell was he doin... he was sitting on 2 sea

ts..!!

one for his ass.. and another one for his LEG!!!

this is the one!!! beside half body de is an old woman.. i think she was waiting for the "good" boy to let the seat for her.. but she wait liao 2 stations.. but still standing in front of that"good" boy...

wao!! he is such a 'good' boy.. i can say that..

ohya.. no face right.. okok

here is the face..

aikx...

dunno how to delete photo.. aikx... 1st time upload.. aikx

my botak's life..

saturday.. i din go to skul.. coughing like hell.. dun wish to go to skul too.. 

after seeing the doctor.. i told my mum that i wan to try out new hairstyle.. BOTAK!! my mum was shocked but she din stop me from doing that too... i went to the barber shop alone while my mum was waiting for my medicine..

when i walk in.. the frenly barber.. who i know him for a long time..( the 1st time i went to his shop was 8 years-old i think.. and i do oways go thr).. ask me wad hair style i wan.. i told him that i wan a "No.3" hairstyle... he was shocked too..(the 2nd wan)

but so he helped him to cut that..

Finally ... it's DONE... and i was very very very very very REGRET that time...

i looks like a monk!! a lil monk~~ 

the day after tomorrow(monday), i went to skul.. when i got down from my car.. evyone was looking at me.. with a strange sight.. come on.. NVR see BOTAK meh?!!

now.. in my class liao... aiyo... evybody was shocked again.. (49+2=51 person liao)... frens from other class was shocked also(uncountable liao)  and they asked me the same question.. in the different time.. (你受过什么刺激？）

and i answered that i (想不开) hahaha...

but this botak definitely 'change'  my life...

turn me into a toy... arh.. evybody wants to touch my head.. like those who wants to worship.. aiyooo... and some of them say my 'botak mode' CUTE!!! T.T ewwww....

hahahahaha.. actually i not so mind about those comments..

haha.. thats my botak's life... still the same.. hehehe