nobody welcomed me~~

my feeling recently.. i feel that nobody wan to welcome me..

everywhere.. even i post something out also give ppl xxxxx...

haizz... try to used to it.. haha..

already used to it..

i wan to forget everything

i feel that i am not satisfied to myself.. my life.. my everything..

i want to forget everything and start my new life..

if anything could be what im thinking to be ..

but i noe... this is an impossible wish..

i just dont want to think anything.. everything..

shiit..

i hate this world.. i hate ~~

shiiit

my dad wan to send me to noob college.. damn

toughest time is around the corner

26th of nov..

i'd took 11 papers separately in 6 subjects..

there are 11 papers to go..

so it is just a half way i'd been through..

but now.. 3 hateful science are coming..

my toughest time is arriving..

but.. now.. im not feeling really well..

bad FLU.. im realli hate it.. i'd been suffered such flu for 5 years non stop..

damn my nose..

haiz

i am not happy now

for some reason..

i had a bad holiday..

i am not feeling very happy

definitely had a bad time..

pressure..

"unknown fact"... i still cannot put it down..

family..

haiz..

tough time for a 17 years old student..

tough time for every 17 years old student..

really tough time for ME!!!!

i am not HAPPY at all!!!

exam is coming!!!!

to my fren winter..

her exam is around the corner..

but when i read through her blog..

found that she had a tough time..

strange things happened on her..

and she is struggling..

hope everything will be ok for her..

no more sounds from behind.. sp00ky oo.

and all the best for her...

jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou

^^

shiiiiit again

evybody.. i will out of network for almost.. about.. 2months..

i banned from my computer..

aikx..

bye lar evybody

dont miss me..

and jiayou for all spm candidates...