micheal jackson~!! Bye Bye..

a very tired day that day is..

when i've reach skul..

i was trying to sleep..

but after a while.. rowena came into the class..

and told me.. MJ is dead!!

that time, i sweared that i was not going to believe what she said..

but when beatrice came in and said the same thing.. omg.

i had no chance to suspect anymore..

He is dead!!!!

aikx..

after my tuition.. on the way home.. hitz fm had all MJ songs played..

enjoying the song but still mourning his death..

He is a very talented artist

and always is.. all of us are so sad.. fans or not a fans..

just because he is too talented.. and famous..

may god bless MJ...

rest in peace..

i hate everything

these days i feel really annoying..

i've been acting so rude these days...

but only acting like this will make me feel better..

kind of weird.. but really..

i dont really like to do a good person..

because nobody will think i am a good person..

and also

these days everything is against me..

those i care dont really wan to talk to me, sms with me..

i am sure i can feel it..

i just dont like this kind of feeling..

everybody is trying to "fu yan" me..

DAMNIT.!!!

i dont like THIS WORLD...

but im still going to appreciate it..

because i know soon IT will give me everything the best..

realise..

a day be4 sunday..

i've been thinking of evything..

and.. i got the answer..

my heart is still there.. and before i was cheating myself for changing any mind..

i dont know when i would change my little mind.. but i do know it would not be happen now!!

waiting~~

after a precious day, i am still waiting for something.. i dont know whether it is going to arrive.. but i do know that i am still waiting..

HAHA... and NOW.. after the 学术学艺展

i know my day of laziness has come to the END.. what is waiting for me is SPM..

an exam that can decides my future.. to become a rich guy or a poor beggar..

i will try to calm myself down.. in the class... in my own study time..

anytime.. sleeping time is an exception.. and study everything that can bring me as much As as i can..

ahaha.. 5SXin d everyone.. study hard.. after SPM oni play hard..

hahaha

for every friends that is in Form 3,5,6

gayao lo..

today i went to~~

today.. 8am early in the morning..

i went to my fren house to wait for the uncle to fetch us to the place

about 9am, here we are.. where we will have our undang course..

once we registered ourselves to the counter, we went to the canteen nearby.. i dont dare to order their food because all of my fren say will cirit birit d.. then i just have a Milo Ais.. OHMYGOD!!! so sweet.. i just dont like Too Sweet Milo..

9.15am, 3 of us walk into the classroom.. and we started to wait.. fooling around.. gap lenglui..( haha.. a lot oo)(but i think most of them older than me d) but the time is not flowing rapidly.. we feltthat we had waited for so long.. around 11am after the rollcall..

he is actually a very good speaker..

very clear.. but he has a negative mind..

when he said all the dangerous situation.. there are juz an ending.. DIE!!!

hahaha.. we actually enjoy ourselves..

in PROGRESS

3pm!!! finish !!!!

yeah

i'd finally listen to the course.

undang course.. be4

this sunday.. im going to my undang course wif zhong huan and zi xian

its a long time that i din meet with zi xian..

juz once in a many decades..

hahaha.. over jor..

but 6 hours leh!!!

come on.. i will die of boredom..

who can stand it.?? oni those malays bah..

aikx..

nid to plan what to take to..

wad type of man i am?

holiday~~ really so damn boring~~ except for that i can play computer everday..

but.. i am just staying at home..

i am not going anywhere.. no movies.. no shopping.. somemore no basketball!!!

come on.. i am going to mould!!

these days i was thinking something that i need not to think..

thinking that i am changing in some ways..

change to a fat guy.. physically..

change to a moody guy.. i think so lar.. i could be sad anything.. damnit..

changing target... ohmygod... am i?

but i do think so..

i think that i cant be staunch one..

i'm totally a wavering guy..

aikx.. easy to like anyone that pleasing to my eyes..

not really everyone lar of course..

aikx.. i thought that i can be a ZHUAN YI d ppl..

but i realli cant..

GEMINI is a very HUA XIN d ppl lo..

aikx..

aikx..

aikx..

man..

i am so FAN NAO..

an unnecessary worry...

someone infuse me..

lala

fuyoh..

nth to do..

nth to say.. 

nth to write..

nth to abreact..

nth to complain..

nth to understand..

HOLiDAyS makes me lose my purpose..

oh my fren.. dont b too sad.. evything will be alright..( to somebody )

what am i going to do? 

drama? sleep like a pig? online till my eyes come out? finish the twilight saga? gao dim the puzzle that i bought 2 years ago..?

haha.. i have no ideas..

by the way, SPM is around the corner.. i have to study like a baby..( bad description )

aikx..

is JUNE!!

haha.. a very good month for me.. hope so..

HUNG JUNE!! that my name.. hehe

YIHUA!!! i wan THE LENGLUI!!!!

GIMME GIMME GIMME GIMME GIMME GIMME!!!