i hate everything

these days i feel really annoying..

i've been acting so rude these days...

but only acting like this will make me feel better..

kind of weird.. but really..

i dont really like to do a good person..

because nobody will think i am a good person..

and also

these days everything is against me..

those i care dont really wan to talk to me, sms with me..

i am sure i can feel it..

i just dont like this kind of feeling..

everybody is trying to "fu yan" me..

DAMNIT.!!!

i dont like THIS WORLD...

but im still going to appreciate it..

because i know soon IT will give me everything the best..